I had a moment today driving in my truck where I was listening to a fun song, the windows were down, and everything seemed so beautiful. I was overly happy and actually cried a bit. Again it is great to feel good. I still am noticing this little voice telling me I do not deserve this, but I have figured out a way to help me filter this out. I wrote about a week ago on how I was going to work on the act of giving (please see Day 104 - Time to give) I have been loving what I developed. The act of giving has helped balance out this little voice in my head that is telling me to stop feeling good about things. Again, I want to keep what I am doing to myself, but believe me, try giving and watch what happens to your life.
This holiday season stop looking at what you need or want. Stop saying things like "if I only had." It is not only money that the universe needs you to give. You can give time, energy, or love. Even if you do not celebrate these holidays it is a great time to give to others.
For the first time in about two months I have felt caught up with my life. I feel as if I am exactly where I am supposed to be in life. I do not feel like "I have" to do anything. I feel that the world is talking to me and I have my ears wide open. I am on a great journey traveling on my path of hills and valleys. I am spinning with the world. I am here. I am now.
Keep growing, Keep feeling, and Keep it simple.