I have really been dissecting my brain over the last 4 months. I have discovered the many personalities that I have (not in a crazy type of way). These personalities are all buying for time in this 24 hour day. They all seem to want to take charge, and be my main focus. There is...
- Danny the CEO
- Danny the yogi
- Danny the blogger
- Danny the artist
- Danny the traveler
- Danny the social guy
- Danny the animal lover
As I said earlier I am dissecting these personalities. In reality I am the boss over all of these personalities. Each of these traits in my brain like to fight against each other. They all want their own undivided attention. The reality is I can sit here and do nothing, but I allow each of these personalities their time to come out and play during the day. I feel like my "now" is often clouded with my "I have too's." The "I have too's" are the personality fights. They are stopping me from living in the moment. They are looking into what I should be doing rather then the thing I am currently doing. The items listed above are all things I love to do. I need to keep in mind that in order to keep the things in my life that I love I need to nourish, take care, of and give them plenty of space to grow. I cannot lock it up in a cage and expect them to behave all by their self.
There are several other things that scream to me to come try, experience, learn, watch me, and be with me. These are my distractions from who I am and want to be.
I think it is time I write out a schedule.