Today I went to Full Circle for a hot flow class with Kristen Schneider. It was a great class. We started off practicing handstands. I liked the class because it took me to my edge. I was really tired by the time we were all done.
Today was strange. In class I had no balance. Any balance poses I tried to get into I was falling out of it pretty quick. I wrote it off as an off day, but I thought about why I might be off today. I do feel much more grounded today. I feel like today was a dramatic shift in my balance. I am back eating my regular diet of non raw food. I cleaned my house today. I focused on focusing on me. I feel like I have been way focused in my job, friends, and family. Trying to make it all balance, and putting some of my thoughts and projects on my back burner.
I feel very focused today, doing what I want to do. Maybe this great shift in focus actually has made me off balance.
I am really excited to be winding the yoga308 project up. I still love yoga, but honestly I feel like a lot of these days I am stretching for things to blog about. I really want to spend my time painting lately, but have not had the time. I am thinking when yoga308 comes to an end I will shift my time back over to painting again. I will still blog when I feel like it, but I do not feel it necessary to do this every day.
The only reason I feel like I should continue is because my readers may be sad to see me go. I am keeping to my original mission throughout all of this. Blogging for myself and keeping track of my changing emotions and thoughts. I feel like there is so much more to be doing. This experience has been great, but my path is to use what I have learned and continue on to my next adventure.